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Callous

by Lucas Maddy

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1.
Scarlet 04:29
We thieves had lost, lying together, crickets sought refuge from the weather. Dawn didn’t so much break as gently came into focus. Footsteps on the snow, they awoke us. Feelings ran counter to reason. We waived the clemency call, both standing to treason, and wondering where it’s gonna fall. Baby I left my baby to be here with you, and surprisingly your baby knew. They’re waiting together, right outside the door, and our secret won’t be a secret no more. Counterfeit vows hamper and hold us. The nave and the neighbors deplore us. Grit of the canon prevail, seeking what we found and lost - retail love at wholesale cost. PreChorus it beckons a life on the run our lot, it would seem, has been cast We disappear back to our separate shams Or together wear A’s on our chests Chorus Baby I left my baby to be here with you and weekly I paid in the pew What was different was better when nobody knew But the door’s open, the lights shining through and my worst prayer has come true *solo* Over Verse Chorus Baby I left my baby to be here with you and weekly I paid in the pew What was different was better when nobody knew But the door’s open, the lights shining through and my worst prayer has come true And i’m hoping my baby don’t sue
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X 03:45
X What I’d like you to know is that you never knew me. And the way that I know is the way that you screwed me You always said I was deep inside, all of those sleepless nights. Girl, it’s just ‘cause you’re shallow.You really should take a bow, though. I deleted your number...unfriended...unfollowed. So you can’t tell I struggle, cuz I couldn’t swallow my pride, just say go to hell. I hate the High Road, cuz I wanna tell the whole world you’re a fraud, and I miss your body. I hate you, I love you, lets do something naughty. Hi, who’d you come with? Yeah, Hi. Nah I was just leavin so ‘bye”, K later bye. I’m fine, thanks for asking, I’m fine See how I lied there? Just like you used to lie there. But I deleted your number...unfriended..unfollowed. So you can’t tell I struggle, cuz I couldn’t swallow my pride, just say go to hell. I hate the High Road, cuz I wanna tell the whole world you’re a fraud, and I miss your body. I hate you, I love you, lets do something naughty, let’s do something naughty. Admit it, without me it’s harder. Forget it, I thought you’d take it harder. But I deleted your number...unfriended...unfollowed. You’re so full of your selfies, it’s too much to swallow my pride and just say go to hell. I hate the High Road, cuz I want to tell the whole world you’re a fraud and I miss your body. I hate you, I love you, let’s do something naughty. Just swallow your pride, cuz I missed how you fucked me. Not gonna lie, I don’t miss how you fucked me over and over, it’s over I know. If you’re coming, I’ll wait...Say “Baby, don’t go” I won’t go. Just ask, I won’t go. But it’s too late you know. It’s too late, you know. What I’d Like You to Know.
3.
I’ve been driving alone, let the speakers feel my pain. Road blurry from my tears, my tank it is on “E” I should trade away this old truck It’s left me stranded on the road But it used to shine like a diamond And it’s all I’ve ever known I’m too far to turn around Too tired to remain Parked on the tracks Waitin for the train But it won’t come round the bend Tho I hear the whistle blow You sent this letter I have not yet read I just wanna hold it close And the sun it is relentless And a maple offers shade I might sit and read this letter As I wait on the train So I leave the truck door open And the alternator on Cuz I know I’ll be back And I wanna hear my songs Saw a rattler in the ditch I halted, held my breath It slithered back into the tall grass I exhaled and took a step And the maple held me up Where I leaned against the base Roots exposed from erosion So smooth I saw my face Held the letter to the sky Translucent guess what it’ll be Probably another love song Compliments I don’t believe But the why it overwhelmed me Though I knew I wasn’t wrong I could tell your hands had shaken But the words were oh so strong And it read like you were speaking Whisper screaming through your voice Crescendo kept on building Then the quiet killed the noise The train had finally come Truck was torn to shreds Nothing left among the wreckage Just my music in my head So I turned and started walking Sang the song you wrote for me Into an open field Just my music and me
4.
1038 03:34
1038. That’s how fast I’d have to drive so the sun would never set, and I would always feel alive. And I won’t drink or smoke or drive, or run or walk under a ladder. All these things that make me feel alive will only kill me faster. So I’ll head west to the horizon, steady as she goes. Forever in the rays of days, with no night control. And each day that I reflect upon the moment that i’m in, I’ve nothing sage to offer, lacking time has passed again. Except 1038, the number we all fight. A battle to the darkness, a candle through the night. Toss my worries to the portside, they’ll only slow my speed. Lasciate ogn speranza, voi ch'entrate...Lasciate ogne speranza, voi ch'entrate! Abandon all hope, ye who enter here. The captain’s course is set and the mizzenmast is clear. Count the knots along the hull, clear the decks and settle in. The night will never haunt us again, oh the night will never haunt us again!
5.
I Knew 03:41
I knew I loved you when I heard your favorite song. You spoke to me through music, I played it all night long. I knew I loved you cuz I felt it through my veins. Chaos and calm, drunk and sober, scared and brave. I knew I loved you as I turned my Bible page. The reason’s in Ephesians, I think of you and pray. Pray with me. Pray with me. No one, no one will ever hurt you. Baby, pray with me. I knew you loved me when you let me stay, Known but unspoken, some words are hard to say. I knew you loved me when you called me “Babe”. It poked my heart, that’s a memory I save. I knew you loved me when you pushed me away. Scared I’d leave, scared I’d stay. Stay with me. Stay with me. I’ll blanket you with love, my love. Baby, stay with me. Stay with me. Stay with me. I’ll hold you so tight, you’ll never doubt my love. Baby, stay with me.

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released November 14, 2018

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Lucas Maddy and The Kansas Cartel – an original, hard-rocking country band based in Kansas.

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